lauantai 22. kesäkuuta 2013

FF

Disappearing things they filled me in
Coming alive never felt so good
Living in a dream, it let me in
I lay here in the dark, but not alone

Nothing ever slipped away
Sudden realization of whats true
Nothing more to give away
Slight tweaks and fixed gears

Once you open your eyes
A different point of view
Still trying to find my way
Variety of feelings from day to day

Maybe we never found way
Spin around within the haze
Only thing re-entering
Bittersweet remembering

I pulled myself away
from the edge of it all
I laid there in the dark
Try not to close your eyes

I tried to keep it at bay
from the end of it all
I laid there in the dark
Trying not to open my eyes

But then I realize
Nothing more to give
Its just your demise
And youre the one laughing at me


keskiviikko 19. kesäkuuta 2013

Shoelaces

Mouth says its alright
But your face looks like its just seen a ghost
Its not always been there
Maybe its just a reflection

I know you would care
But the words, the thoughts, they give it away
Ive always been here
Never gotten acceptation

You say its alright
I just feel like I can see through the lie
Im still the same
Longing for affection

Tired shoes
Untied laces
Whatever you choose
Imperfection
Choose a way
Between light and the dark
After all, we're just who we are

I held onto you
We had to let go for reasons unknown
They werent always there
Afraid of deflection

A book for us
About how we loved and we lost
Been published everywhere
But feels like you dont care

Tired shoes
Untied laces
Whatever you choose
Imperfection
Choose a way
Between light and the dark
After all, we're just who we are

I could count to millions
trying to catch up the meanings
We're not the same, but were here
I could count to tens
Just to see what she means

Tired shoes
Untied laces
Whatever you choose
Imperfection
Choose a way
Between light and the dark
After all, we're just who we are


tiistai 18. kesäkuuta 2013

Unattended

Its not the encore that winds you up
Its not the days of desperation, more like
A thing or two that light you up
Twenty thousand hours of writing
Afterwards deleting

I know that one day we'll be there
Just let us be and live our lives, just like
Doing shit somewhere doesnt mean
Youre fucking up everything
Afterwards celebrating

Its not the comfort you run after
Its not the safety you long for
Its the chords of the piano
singing a story
telling a tale

You want an explanation, I dont have one
All Ive is this town, this city, this land
Land of hearts, land of easy and hard

Now you cant tell me to shut up
Its not the days of happiness, more like
A thing or two that screw up
2 years of something
Afterwards doubting

No, we cant go back, thats true
But you can go only forward, just like
Rails stuck on highways, and like
Luggage left unattended, more like
This is the last call for the flight

Its not the comfort youre running after
Its not the safety youre longing for
Its the syllables of pixels
Ending the story
Stalling the seas

You want an explanation, I dont have one
All Ive is this town, this city, this land
Land of hearts, land of easy and hard
Land of lies, death and disease

Cure for Crying

No one sees your tears
when its raining
Mamas not home
daddys out of town
All its left was dust and dark
Candles last breath

When you find yourself at a crossroads
Who knows whats the right way to go
Its like flesh and bone
All together, all alone

Dreams to dust and love wont last
Blood to sand and an empty cast
Just missing whats gone
They say life carries on

Dying mothers last wish
Please let the others live
Flying spirits' last wish
Please let the others rest

No one sees your tears
when its raining
Mamas not home
daddys out of town

Its all my fault, for lying
Still, no cure for crying

sunnuntai 16. kesäkuuta 2013

Gabriel

There might be a place where you belong
you might not see just yet
It was just an hour ago, just a moment in past
looks like it will take time to sink in

I grieve, I long for the times when we were
one, like we just met
Like a moment ago, it would last
looks like it will take some time

I grieve
I agree
They say life moves on
They say carry on

Its not what I wanted to say or show
I might not feel just yet
It was just a week ago, all so different
feels like it has already sunk in

Theres flesh and theres bone
but no one is home
I wish you'll lead me home
for me it all feels like its gone

I grieve
I agree
They say life moves on
They say carry on

But I dont see how they could not believe
The memories we all made to be
It was an hour ago, it was different
Looks like it always did

Theres flesh and theres bone
Now theres no one home

I agree, with you
You leave, me
Its so hard to move on
Longing for whats gone

I grieve
I agree
They say life moves on
They say carry on

But I just find an empty heart
An empty cage

I grieve
I agree
They say life moves on
But you leave
me here