Hearts and Wings

Heart broken

wings intact

I know you dont care about me right now

but give me a chance and Ill make you feel

like the only person in this world

that I care for; talk, stun, tease and see

We could be more than this and all

take over the world, power and sheer

inconsistent, monotone

words I never knew what they mean

Hearts broke, wings intact

Best to choke, eyes shut

I know you dont care for me right now

Heart broken but wings intact

Heart broken but wings intact

I like you too much and thats a fact

Heart broken

wings infact

Words are futile, actions care the most

you care for her more than anything

I know youre just protecting

but she means to me more than anything

We could take over the world

if you let me take over control

unimpressed, monochrome

words I never knew what they mean

Hearts broke, wings intact

Best to choke, eyes shut

I know you dont care for me right now

Heart broken but wings intact

Heart broken but wings intact

I like you too much and thats a fact

Heart broken

wings intact

Heart broken 

wings intact

I liked you

thats a fact

Barren

every reason to be gone

theres a scent in the midnight air

reminds him of you and her

just, few words flying in mid-air

her lips still singing

the same song all over again

reminds me of you and our

trips together all over again

situations change but meanings the same

making gold out of silver it seems

one sided relationship, the end of me

nothing left to hold on to

could I hold on to you?

whatever I say, it seems

like it just makes it worse

I lied to make ends meet

I lied to make us end

Girl could get lost

boy could get beat

sorry if I tell you how I feel

you dont want to hear

then why you ask?

each night theres a fire

burning in their hollow hearts

reminds them how to feel alive

how theyre torn and fell apart

every reason to be gone

theres a scent in the midnight air

reminds me of her and more

just few words flying in mid-air

situations change but meanings the same

making gold out of silver it seems

one sided relationship, the end of me

nothing left to hold on to

could I hold on to you?

whatever I say, it seems

like it just makes it worse

I lied to make ends meet

I lied to make us end

Girl could get lost

boy could get beat

sorry if I tell you how I feel

you dont want to hear

then why you ask?

aliVe

My mind is dripping down
I lay here in the dust and dark
down the stairs and on my own
No reason left to deny
Get up and come alive

Theres a sign at my door
Tells me to live and let die
up the stairs and not alone
No reason for you and I
Not to get up and feel alive

finally open your eyes
finally face your fears
reclaim your dreams
finally get up and feel alive

Lifes too short and still
its the longest thing we ever have
You were debating the pill
No reason left to deny
Get up, leave it behind

Bittersweet forgiveness
letter they made you write
death sentence and death row
No reason left to deny
Get up and save the day

Get up and save the day
Soar up across the skies
I can finally live and let die
No matter what you did
I laid there in the dark
You saved that day

finally open your eyes
finally face your fears
reclaim your dreams
finally get up and feel

alive.

Suicide

Blood shut eyes and wet dreams

Never just found out what it means

Whyd you have to go and make up your mind

Whyd you have to go and say those words

They left me shallow and all alone

A simple woman and all these guys

Hands all cold and heart all tied

Whyd you have to go make up your mind

Whyd you have to leave here me to die

You left me to wallow all alone

I did all I could

Lives I spared for the good cause

I did all I could

still you felt no remorse

Yeah we never feel what were supposed to feel

Yeah we never do what were supposed to do

Cuz were afraid and ashamed of what we do

Cuz were afraid of what others might think of us

Cuz youre afraid of just saying please

Cuz we never say what we means

Do you ever think of me?

so considerate about yourself

Whyd you have to go and lie to everyone

Whyd you have to go and let me down

You left me shallow and all alone

I did all I could

Lives I spared for the good cause

I did all I could

still you felt no remorse

Yeah we never feel what were supposed to feel

Yeah we never do what were supposed to do

Cuz were afraid and ashamed of what we do

Cuz were afraid of what others might think of us

Cuz youre afraid of just saying please

Cuz we never say what we means

Shiot

No is a dirty word
never gonna say it first
No is just a thought
that never crosses your mind

Maybe in the parking lot
Better bring your friend along
Better off together than just one at a time

S is for the simple need
E is for the ecstasy
X is just to mark the spot
Cause thats the one you really want